Chapter
One
I
looked
at the
giant
hole
in the
ground
and
stood
silent.
I’m
not
sure
there
is a
good
word
to use
when
you
think
that
someone’s
fallen
off
the
deep
edge—in
an
‘in
love’
kind
of
way.
Pointing
it out
almost
seems
cruel,
especially
when
you’re
who
they
are in
love
with.
I
couldn’t
believe
I’d
let
Caleb
talk
me
into
this.
We’d
been
dating
for a
couple
of
months
now.
It
felt
more
like a
lifetime,
after
all,
this
wasn’t
my
first
go
round
with
him.
I had
been
betrothed
to him
over
two
hundred
years
ago.
Yeah,
I
know,
that
definitely
takes
the
prize
for
the
world’s
longest
engagement.
I
stood
on the
edge
of the
missing
earth
and
peered
into
the
hole.
It was
huge.
You
could
easily
park
at
least
two
cars
in it.
“I
thought
you
said
you
were
making
a tiny
Koi
pond,”
I
said,
looking
down
at
Caleb.
He
stood
in the
bottom
of the
hole
holding
a
yellow-handled
shovel,
pitching
dirt
up and
over
his
head.
I
watched
his
muscles
harden
with
each
movement
he
made.
His
back
rippled
as the
sun
glistened
off
his
sweat.
This
was
being
done
strictly
for my
benefit
and I
wasn’t
about
to
start
complaining.
Although,
I
would
have
preferred
to
have
those
muscles
sweaty
and
taut
above
me.
He
could
have
dug
the
hole
without
any
physical
labor
on his
part
whatsoever.
Caleb
and I
are
both
faeries.
I
don’t
mean
faeries
in the
little
pixie
type
with
wings
that
grant
wishes
way,
or
follow
boys
from
Nevernever
Land
way—I
mean
faeries
as in
tall,
or at
least
Caleb
was
tall,
slender,
longhaired
and
pale
skinned.
If
Caleb
had
really
wanted
to, he
could
have
used
his
magikal
power
to
remove
the
soil
from
the
ground,
and be
done
in a
matter
of
minutes.
No, he
had
insisted
on
taking
the
hard
way.
He’d
been
digging
the
darn
hole
now
for
the
last
two
weeks.
I knew
that
he
wouldn’t
dare
risk
someone
seeing
him
use
magik,
even
though
we
were
in the
middle
of
nowhere.
I
didn’t
think
that a
deer
on the
property
would
notice
a
little
shift
in the
wind,
or
care,
but
Caleb
wasn’t
one to
take
chances.
He was
conservative
by
nature
and it
suited
him.
Someone
had to
balance
us
out.
I got
the
feeling
that
standing
shoulder
deep
in a
hole,
with a
shovel
in his
hand,
made
Caleb
feel
as
though
he had
a
purpose.
His
chosen
profession
was
bounty
hunter
to the
supernatural.
If any
sort
of
spook,
undead,
or out
of the
ordinary
criminal
was on
the
loose,
Caleb
was
the
man
they
called.
Bounty
hunting
is
extremely
dangerous,
but
pays
well.
He
loved
his
job
and
had
been
forced
to cut
his
hours
back
to
hang
around
and
baby-sit
me.
There
had
been
several
attempts
on my
life a
little
over
two
months
ago.
I’d
been
attacked
by two
vicious
and
smelly
trolls.
One of
the
nasty
varmints
managed
to
sink
its
ragged,
rotted
teeth
into
my
shoulder.
Apparently,
a
troll’s
bite
is
venomous,
and
packs
a hell
of
punch.
It
would
have
killed
me if
Caleb
hadn’t
shown
up
when
he
did.
I was
still
thinking
of
starting
a
campaign
to get
trolls
listed
as one
of the
world’s
most
deadliest
creatures,
but
that
would
mean
exposing
humans
to the
reality
of
their
existence—no
thanks.
Caleb
had
been
tracking
the
trolls
into
this
realm.
He was
curious
as to
why
they
were
coming
here
at
all.
They
weren’t
known
for
leaving
their
rat
infested
swamplands
often.
When
he saw
them
attacking
me, he
figured
it out
real
quick.
They
had
been
sent
to
kill
me.
The
acting
head
of the
Fae
Sorcha,
had
ordered
my
death.
Hey, I
could
be as
much
of a
pain
in the
butt
as the
next
gal,
but
wanting
me
dead
seemed
a bit
extreme.
I am
biased,
I
know,
but
still.
Turns
out
Sorcha
had
her
reasons.
She
wanted
to
kill
me
before
her
son
and I
could
meet.
She
wanted
to
make
sure
that
he
didn’t
end up
with
me.
As far
as
Sorcha
knew,
I was
just a
reborn
faerie
out to
trap
her
son in
a
loveless
marriage.
Yeah,
reborn,
I know
crazy
life,
huh!
It was
a huge
shocker
for me
too.
It was
still
a
little
hard
for me
to
deal
with,
and I
had
found
out
about
two
months
ago.
From
what
they
tell
me, I
had
once
lived
for
over a
hundred
years
on
this
earth,
never
looking
a day
over
twenty,
and
now I
was
back.
The
only
major
difference,
physically
speaking,
was
that
my
eyes
had
been
violet
before
and
now
they
were
navy
blue.
That
was
close
to two
hundred
years
ago.
I know
this
because
I was
starting
to
have
more
and
more
memories
of
that
life
coming
back
to me.
Not
all
were
pleasant.
Being
hunted
down
by
Sorcha’s
henchmen
threw
me for
a
loop,
I had
no
idea
that
she
even
existed,
let
alone
had it
in for
me.
Did I
forget
to
mention
that
Sorcha
is
Caleb’s
mother?
Oops!
Sorcha
hated
me
from
the
day I
was
betrothed
to
Caleb.
That
had
not
happened
in
this
lifetime,
it had
happened
in the
last.
Hating
someone
for
close
to
four
hundred
years
was a
long
time
to
hold a
grudge.
I had
to
hand
it to
her,
she
was
persistent.
I’m
sure
that
bottling
up all
that
hate
for so
many
centuries
was
not
healthy.
I
looked
down
at
Caleb,
digging
in the
hole.
I
couldn’t
figure
out
how
I’d
been
so
lucky
to get
him.
He was
a
vision
of
beauty,
his
six
foot
four
frame
was
well
defined,
he was
thin,
but
not
too
thin,
his
long
shiny-blonde
hair
hung
to his
waist.
It was
smooth
and
straight.
I was
so
envious
of his
hair.
I had
to
laugh
at the
fact
that
my
boyfriend
had
better
hair
than
me.
Don’t
get me
wrong,
I’d
been
blessed
all
right,
but I
unfortunately
didn’t
get to
be a
blonde
bombshell.
Genetics
dealt
me
long
wavy
hair
that
was
black
as
night.
Yeah,
Caleb
was
beautiful,
a
little
too
beautiful.
It
didn’t
matter--every
bit of
him
was
man,
you
can
trust
me on
that.
I know
this
because
we had
sex
the
first
day we
met.
No, I
don’t
normally
run
around
having
sex
with
strangers,
but he
wasn’t
a
stranger.
We had
been
together
for a
hundred
years
once,
so
that
had to
qualify
for
something.
“Are
you
going
to be
doing
that
all
day?”
I
asked,
missing
his
touch.
He’d
been
consumed
with
getting
the
old
farmhouse
fixed
up.
It was
his
new
mission.
He was
one of
those
people
that
always
needed
to be
doing
something
constructive
or
they’d
go
mad.
I was
the
complete
opposite.
I
could
sit
for
hours
on a
rock,
observing
the
wonders
that
nature
had to
offer,
and
never
once
feel
guilty
about
it.
Caleb
glanced
up at
me.
Dirt
was
smeared
on his
forehead
and
cheek.
I
snickered,
and
watched
him
wipe
his
dirt
stained
hand
across
his
cheek,
effectively
blackening
out
the
side
of his
face.
“I’m
sorry.
I just
want
to get
this
filled
with
cement,
before
the
weather
gets
too
bad.
I’m
pushing
it
enough
as it
is
doing
it
this
late
in the
year.
I want
you to
have
this,
Gwen.
Let me
do
this
for
you,
then
we can
sit
out
here,
listen
to the
water
roll
over
the
rocks
and
maybe,”
he
wiggled
his
eyebrows
and
gave
me a
half-cocked
smile,
“we
could
do a
little
something
else
out
here
as
well.”
How
could
I
argue
with
that?
Caleb’s
forest
green
eyes
held
such
love,
I
wanted
to
jump
down
into
the
hole
and
kiss
him,
but
getting
out
would
be an
issue
for
me.
Standing
at
only
five
foot
five
made
it
hard
to get
in and
out of
there
without
the
aid of
a
ladder.
He was
making
it
seven
foot
deep,
because
the
Koi
needed
it
deep
to
survive
the
harsh
winter.
I
think
he did
it
just
to
tease
me
about
how
short
I am.
When
Caleb
started
to
help
me fix
up my
farmhouse,
we’d
bought
a
bunch
of
remodeling
books
and
magazines.
We sat
together,
cuddled
in our
bed
flipping
through
the
pages,
picking
things
out
that
we
liked.
I had
stopped
at a
picture
of an
attractive
white
home,
with a
large
man-made
water
garden
in
front
of it.
I
looked
at all
of the
magnificently
colored
pond
lilies
and
large
multi-colored
fish.
It
seemed
so
peaceful,
so
serene.
The
next
day I
woke
to
find
Caleb
missing
from
the
bed.
I went
searching
for
him,
and
found
him
out
behind
the
house,
digging
a hole
in the
ground.
He had
the
magazine
opened
to the
page
with
the
water
garden.
My
heart
melted.
He was
making
this
for
me.
“Well,
do you
at
least
want
some
lunch?”
He
hadn’t
eaten
breakfast
and it
was
pushing
two
o’clock.
I
didn’t
want
him
getting
run
down.
He had
to
work
this
weekend.
I
hated
the
idea
of
Caleb
leaving
me to
head
off to
wherever
it was
he
went.
His
job
was
dangerous,
and I
worried
sick
about
him
the
entire
time
he was
gone.
“Gwen,
I’m
fine
sweetie,
don’t
worry
about
me.
I’m
just
about
done
for
the
day.”
He
tossed
more
dirt
over
his
head.
I
hated
this,
I knew
that
he was
doing
this
for
me,
but I
wanted
to see
him.
I
wanted
to
spend
time
with
him
before
he had
to
leave.
We’d
only
been
‘back’
together
for
two
months,
but
already
I felt
attached
to
him.
My
body
ached
while
he was
away
from
me.
I
missed
his
smell—he
always
smelled
so
fresh
and
clean,
like
the
morning
air
after
a
rainfall.
I had
often
wondered
if
they
could
bottle
the
smell
of him
and
mass-produce
it.
Women
would
dig
it—I’m
sure.
The
wind
around
us
picked
up, it
sent
dried
orange
and
brown
leaves
scattering
about
the
yard.
Caleb
didn’t
seem
to
notice,
or
care
about
the
weather
cooling
down,
he
still
ran
around
with
no
shirt
on and
a pair
of
jeans
most
of the
time.
It was
forever
summer
to
him.
I
often
wondered
if he
was
running
a core
body
temperature
that
was
twenty
degree
hotter
than
most.
He had
that
Californian
beach-babe
thing
going
and I
couldn’t
help
but
love
it.
I, on
the
other
hand,
had
packed
my
shorts
away
for
the
season
and
pulled
out my
winter
clothes.
I was
always
cold
lately.
I
pulled
the
sleeves
of my
Cappuccino
colored
acrylic
sweater
down,
and
over
my
hands.
I had
a
white
knit
shirt
underneath,
but I
was
still
chilly.
I
coughed
a
little.
Great,
I
hoped
I
wasn’t
getting
a
cold.
I
hadn’t
really
ever
had
one
before,
but
I’d
seen
my
friends
and
coworkers
fighting
them
off.
All
the
phlegm,
hacking,
and
headaches,
no
thanks
I’d
pass.
Caleb
looked
up at
me.
“Gwen?”
He was
always
so
concerned
about
me.
He was
convinced
that
his
mother
would
never
stop
trying
to
sabotage
our
relationship.
I
didn’t
worry
about
that
too
much.
I
figured
my
father
would
look
out
for
us.
He
was,
after
all,
the
King—and
no
Caleb
and I
are
not
related.
Sorcha,
Caleb’s
mother
only
stepped
in to
lead
in the
absence
of my
father.
Under
normal
circumstances,
Sorcha
was
just
the
head
sorceress
for my
father.
He
took
her on
for
this
duty
when
he saw
that
she
had a
young
son.
Instantly
he
arranged
a
marriage
between
the
two of
us.
I was
only
days
old,
and he
had
only
seen
me
once.
Not a
good
way to
start
out I
know,
but
things
had
changed
this
time
around,
they
were
better.
Caleb
gave
me
another
questioning
look.
“I’m
fine.
I
swallowed
some
dust
or
something,
really,”
I
said,
trying
to
sound
as
convincing
as
possible.
I
didn’t
want
him to
feel
like
he had
to
stay
home
with
me.
Caleb
enjoyed
his
job,
and I
didn’t
want
to
take
that
from
him.
Besides,
James
and
Caradoc
were
coming
up to
stay
with
me for
the
weekend.
It
would
be
great.
They’d
turned
into
two of
my
best
friends
in a
relatively
short
period
of
time.
They
were
both
vampires,
but
that
didn’t
faze
me a
bit.
I’d
slept
with
their
Master,
Pallo,
about
two
months
ago.
Yep,
same
time I
starting
seeing
Caleb.
Walking
in and
meeting
Pallo
had
changed
my
life
forever.
He had
been
what
jogged
my
memory
of my
life
before.
I had
been
in
love
with
him
hundreds
of
years
ago,
when
he was
still
human.
I’d
even
left
Caleb
for
him,
well
not
for
him,
but
for
another
vampire,
yeah,
I
know,
I was
totally
screwed
up in
the
head.
What
do you
expect?
I am,
after
all,
the
daughter
of the
King
of the
Fae,
I’m
bound
to
have
some
hang-ups.
The
phone
rang,
and I
headed
into
the
house
to
grab
it.
I ran
through
the
kitchen
door
and
almost
knocked
a can
of
paint
over.
It
seemed
like
Caleb
was
tackling
a
project
in
every
room
of the
house.
He had
taken
all of
the
kitchen
cabinet
doors
off
and
sanded
them
down.
He was
now in
the
process
of
putting
another
coat
of
white
paint
on
them.
I had
to
admit,
they
looked
great,
like
they
were
brand
new.
I just
wished
that
he’d
finish
one
project
before
moving
on to
the
next.
I
snatched
the
phone
off
the
wall.
“Hello?”
I
said,
a
little
out of
breath.
“Gwen?
Are
you
alright?”
“Ken!”
I was
happy
to
hear
his
voice.
Ken
was my
boss,
and my
ex-fiancé.
There
was a
time
not
long
ago,
when
the
sound
of his
voice
made
me
nauseous—that
was
when I
was
still
operating
under
the
assumption
that
he had
cheated
on me.
I had
gotten
over
that,
now I
just
missed
him.
He’d
been
distancing
himself
from
me.
I
could
hardly
blame
him.
Things
in my
life
were
pretty
screwed
up
right
now.
“Yeah,
I’m
good.
How
about
you?
How
are
you
doing?”
“Good.
I’m
doing
good.
I
finally
got
all
moved
into
my new
place.
It’s
nice,
I like
it,”
he
said,
his
voice
low.
He was
keeping
his
emotions
out of
this,
I
could
tell.
I also
noticed
how
Ken
didn’t
offer
to
show
me his
new
place.
I knew
that
his
new
little
sweetie,
Beth,
had
been
the
realtor
who
helped
him
find
it.
I’d
had
issues
with
Beth
from
the
moment
he
told
me
about
her.
She
was
the
realtor
who
took
us
house
hunting
when
we
were
engaged.
How
convenient
for
her
that
Ken’s
apartment
had
been
destroyed
by
hellhounds,
and
that
his
fiancée
had
left
him.
“Sounds
nice…How
is
Beth
doing?”
I hit
myself
on the
forehead.
Why in
the
world
did I
bring
her
into
this?
Ken
had
every
right
to be
dating
other
people,
but it
didn’t
lesson
the
pain
any.
I
pictured
his
athletic
body
wrapped
around
hers
and it
made
me
sick.
I
could
see
Beth
running
her
fingers
through
Ken’s
dark
blonde
hair.
Last
time
I’d
seen
him he
had
finally
let it
grow
out
from
the
crew
cut he
had
always
worn.
It
looked
good
on
him.
I bet
Beth
really
liked
it
too.
“Beth’s
fine,
but
that’s
not
what I
called
about,”
he
said,
voice
flat.
“Well,
what
did
you
call
about,
Ken?
It’s
obvious
you
really
don’t
want
to be
speaking
to me,
so
what
gives?”
“I
just
needed
to
call
you
and
let
you
know,
that
you
don’t
need
to
come
back
in.”
He was
getting
at
something
I was
sure I
wouldn’t
like.
“I
told
you
I’d be
back
in on
Monday.”
I’d
been
his
personal
assistant
for
two
years.
I was
his
right
hand-girl.
He
never
did
anything
without
my
approval.
I knew
that
my
taking
personal
time,
and
telecommuting
from
home
had
put a
burden
on
him,
but
everything
was
still
getting
done.
“No,
Gwen,
I
don’t
think
that’s
a good
idea.”
I
stood
there
playing
with
the
phone
cord,
and my
stomach
tightened.
“Ken,
are
you
letting
me
go?”
“Yes,”
he
said,
his
voice
void
of any
emotion.
My
cheeks
flushed.
I
wasn’t
hurt.
I was
pissed.
“Well,
thanks
for
having
the
balls
to
tell
me
over
the
phone
instead
of in
person.
I
really
appreciate
hearing
it
this
way.
You
should
have
sent
me a
letter
so you
wouldn’t
have
had to
speak
to me
at
all.
But,
I’m
probably
not
worth
the
price
of a
stamp,
so…”
I was
furious
with
him.
I
didn’t
care
about
the
job,
that
wasn’t
it at
all,
and I
didn’t
need
the
money.
I’d
saved
enough
over
the
last
few
years
to get
by.
I
cared
about
how
hard
he was
pushing
me
away.
“Gwen,
don’t
be…”
I cut
him
off.
“What
don’t
be
what?
Don’t
be mad
that
someone
I care
about
hates
me, or
don’t
be mad
that I
still
care
about
you?”
I put
my
hand
over
my
mouth.
Did I
really
just
tell
him
that I
still
cared
for
him?
What
the
hell
was I
thinking?
I had
Caleb
now,
and he
had
Beth.
Ken
fell
silent
on the
other
end.
I
didn’t
really
expect
him to
say
anything,
although,
a
just
kidding,
you’re
not
fired
would
have
been
nice.
I
stood
there
for a
second
longer
then
hung
up on
him.
There
wasn’t
really
anything
left
for me
to
offer
that
would
be
considered
polite,
so it
was
better
this
way.
If you
can’t
say
anything
nice…
I
walked
over
to the
fridge
and
took
out
the
pitcher
of
lemonade.
I
wanted
a
glass
of
wine,
but
the
lemonade
would
have
to do.
I set
the
pitcher
on the
counter
and
grabbed
two
glasses
down
from
the
shelf.
As I
walked
back
towards
the
freezer
to get
ice,
the
phone
rang
again.
I knew
it was
Ken
calling
me
back.
I
didn’t
want
to
talk
to
him.
I’d
let
the
machine
get
it.
I
grabbed
a
handful
of ice
out of
the
icebox
and
dropped
it
into
the
glasses.
The
plunking
sound
was a
nice
distraction
from
the
nagging
feeling
of
loss
that
threatened
to
consume
me.
The
phone
had
just
stopped
ringing
when
Caleb
walked
in the
back
door.
I
listened
to my
voice
greeting
the
caller.
It was
coming
from
the
answering
machine
in the
hall
by the
front
door.
When
the
machine
beeped,
I
looked
up at
Caleb.
I
wanted
him to
be
digging
out in
his
hole
again.
I
didn’t
want
him in
here
with
me
right
this
minute.
I
heard
Ken’s
voice
on the
machine.
“Gwen,
don’t
do
this.
I’m
sorry.
I’m
having
a hard
time
with
everything
still.
I just
need
some
time.
You’re
not
fired,
I’m
sorry,
I just
thought…
I
don’t
know
what I
thought,
pick
up
please…I
know
you’re
there,
Gwen?
I
still
have
feelings
for
you,
too…Maybe
you
should
take a
few
more
weeks
off…I
can’t
do
this
right
now…I
love
you
too
much
to
watch
you
with
someone…”
the
machine
beeped
and
stopped
recording.
I
stared
up at
Caleb.
He
stood
very
still.
I’d
never
really
got
the
expression
about
hearing
a pin
drop
until
that
moment.
He
looked
down
at me
and I
could
see
the
anger
on his
face.
“What
the
hell
was
that
about?”
I
tried
to
avoid
eye
contact
with
him.
I
didn’t
want
to
hurt
him,
but I
didn’t
want
to lie
to him
either.
“I
love
you,”
was
the
best I
could
come
up
with.
He
reached
out
and
took
my
hand
in
his.
His
hand
was
rough
from
all of
the
manual
labor
he had
been
doing.
It
didn’t
matter
to me
that
he
wasn’t
as
smooth
as
he’d
once
been,
I’d
take
him
anyway,
so
long
as he
was
with
me.
“Gwen,
don’t
do
this,
please,”
he
said,
his
hand
tightened
around
mine.
I
looked
up at
his
face.
The
moment
I saw
his
green
eyes,
I
couldn’t
help
myself;
I
started
to
cry.
Prior
to
finding
out
about
my
past,
I was
normal,
well
as
normal
as a
faerie
living
among
humans
could
get.
I
didn’t
have
multiple
men at
one
time.
I
hadn’t
even
had
sex
for
six
months
before
I met
Caleb.
Ken
had
been
the
last
man
I’d
been
with,
and
we’d
been
engaged.
Since
I
began
to
remember
bits
and
snippets
of my
past I
started
to
have
uncontrollable
desires,
and I
didn’t
like
the
new me
one
bit.
Caleb
pulled
me
close
to
him.
His
body
was
sweaty,
but
still
smelled
wonderful.
I took
a deep
breath
in and
let
his
scent
calm
me.
I let
him
hold
me
tight
against
his
chest.
He was
warm,
and
lately
I had
been
cold
all
the
time.
I let
my
head
rest
against
him,
and he
stroked
the
back
of my
head
gently.
“Marry
me,
Gwen,
marry
me and
this
will
all
stop,
I
promise,”
he
said
gently
to me.
I kept
my
head
buried
in his
chest.
How
could
he be
so
sure,
how
could
he
know
that I
wouldn’t
leave
him
again
for
another
man?
That’s
exactly
what
I’d
done
to him
my
last
time
on
this
earth.
I
couldn’t
even
think
about
committing
to
him,
then
destroying
him
like
that
again.
I was
having
a hard
enough
time
liking
myself
lately,
doing
that
to
Caleb
would
kill
me, I
was
sure
of
that.
“I
can’t,”
I
said,
between
sobs.
His
hands
tightened
in my
hair—he
was
just
this
side
of
pulling
it.
“You
mean
you
won’t.”
The
hurt
in his
voice
was
evident.
I
wanted
to
comfort
him,
but I
was
crying
too
hard.
I
wasn’t
going
to be
much
good
in the
consoling
department
when I
was
sobbing
like a
baby.
I went
to
pull
away,
but
Caleb
held
me
tight.
“I’m
sorry.
I
didn’t
mean
to get
you
all
upset.
I’m
sorry.”
“I
love
you
Caleb.
I love
you so
much!”
I
yearned
for
reassurance
that
he
wasn’t
mad,
and
that
everything
would
be all
right.
I
couldn’t
imagine
my
life
without
him.
He had
become
everything
to me.
I
wondered
if
we’d
been
this
way
before,
and if
so,
why
did I
leave
him?
I
wasn’t
sure
I’d
ever
know
the
answer
to
that.
He
kissed
the
top of
my
head.
“I
love
you
too,
Gwen,
I love
you
too.”
I slid
my
arms
around
his
back
and
hugged
him
tight.
He was
so
warm,
so
loving,
do
different
from
any
other
man
I’d
ever
had in
my
life.
He
bent
down
and
touched
my
forehead
lightly
with
the
back
of his
hand.
“Gwen,
you’re
ice
cold.
Are
you
alright?”
I
smiled,
and
felt
the
tears
starting
to dry
on my
face.
It was
a
little
like
having
one of
those
facial
masks
drying
on
you,
only
without
the
luxury
of
being
able
to
peel
it
off,
and as
far as
I know
any
exfoliating
qualities.
I did
my
best
to
wipe
my
cheeks
before
pulling
Caleb’s
face
down
to
mine
to
kiss
his
lips.
The
salt
from
my
tears
pressed
into
both
of our
mouths.
I
pushed
my
tongue
in,
diving,
digging
for
his.
When I
found
it, it
was
warm
and
wrapped
itself
smoothly
around
mine.
My
body
burned
to be
with
him,
to
have
him
hold
my
naked
body
in his
arms.
I knew
he had
to get
cleaned
up and
get
ready
to go,
but
that
didn’t
change
the
fact
that I
still
wanted
to lie
with
him
before
he
left.
I
loved
him so
much,
and
didn’t
want
to
think
about
the
possibility
of the
last
time
we
talked
ending
in a
fight.
His
job
was
dangerous,
and
there
was
always
a very
real
chance
that
he
wouldn’t
come
home.
I’d
thought
that
I’d
lost
him
once
and
that
was
more
than
enough
to not
want
to go
through
it
again.
“Gwen,
I’m
calling
Mark,
I
can’t
go in
with
you
like
this.”
He
walked
around
me and
headed
out in
the
hall
to use
the
phone.
Mark
was
his
partner.
I’d
never
actually
met
him.
I’d
heard
Caleb
talk
about
him a
few
times,
but
that
was
it.
I
asked
about
him
once,
but
Caleb
just
told
me
that
in
their
line
of
work,
the
less
people
knew
about
them
the
better.
I
wasn’t
sure I
agreed
with
that,
I
mean,
he was
putting
his
life
in
this
guy’s
hands.
Didn’t
I have
the
right
to at
least
meet
him?
Caleb
didn’t
seem
to
agree
with
me on
that
one.
I
didn’t
want
Caleb
to
stay
home
on
account
of me.
He
loved
what
he
did.
I
could
always
see a
spark
in his
eye
when
he
returned
home
after
hunting
down
some
crazy
creature.
He
loved
to
tell
me all
about
his
adventures.
I
usually
sat
there
with
an
aching
pit at
the
bottom
of my
stomach
every
time
he
went
into
detail
about
being
in
danger,
but I
kept a
smile
on my
face
all
the
same.
Caleb
was a
thrill
seeker,
that
much
was
plain
to
see.
“Caleb!”
I
called
after
him.
He
turned
around
and
looked
at me.
“Hey,
I’m
fine,
you
go.
Besides
you’ll
ruin
my
weekend
movie
marathon,”
I
said,
grinning
at
him.
I knew
that
James
would
be
stopping
at the
video
store
before
he and
Caradoc
came.
James
and I
had
taken
to
watching
movies.
We’d
become
our
own
two
man
critiquing
team.
Two
fangs
out or
down.
It
wasn’t
the
best
rating
system,
but it
worked.
Besides,
James
may be
the
only
person
more
jaded
than
me.
I
couldn’t
be
sure,
but
maybe.
Last
week
had
been
our
ode to
the
eighties.
We’d
spent
the
weekend
watching
teen
flicks
that
dealt
with
serious
issues,
like
paying
your
paper
carrier
on
time,
turning
sixteen,
and
spending
a
weekend
in
detention.
It was
very
stimulating.
Caradoc,
one
the
most
serious
vamps
I’d
ever
met,
refused
to sit
with
us and
stare
aimlessly
at the
television
screen.
He
always
wondered
off
into
the
woods
or
brought
a few
books
to
read.
I’m
sure
that
he
thought
James
and I
were
childish.
Even
though
I’d
just
turned
twenty-five,
Caradoc
still
had me
by
about
three
hundred
years
or so,
give
or
take a
little.
James
on the
other
hand
was a
smidge
younger
than
him.
He
kept
his
hair
cut
short,
and
bleached
it
blond.
I had
to
laugh
every
time I
saw
him
spreading
hair
gel
through
it to
spike
it up.
I
think,
no I
know,
he
owns
every
black
t-shirt
ever
made,
and he
rarely
incorporates
color.
Caleb
walked
over
to me
and
touched
my
head
with
the
back
of his
hand.
“Gwen,
you’re
really
cool,
what’s
going
on?
You’re
still
taking
your
pills,
right?”
The
pills
he was
referring
to
were
my
birth
control
pills
that a
Fae
doctor,
Dr.
Brown
had
prescribed
for
me.
The
word
Fae,
means
elf,
faerie,
or
magikal
creature.
I had
to
hunt
around
for a
doctor
who
specialized
in
this.
Going
to a
normal
doctor
would
have
been
too
risky.
Ordinary
everyday
people
didn’t
know
that
faeries,
vampires,
and
other
creatures
of the
night
were
real,
and it
had to
stay
that
way.
I had
no
idea
what
was in
the
pills,
but
they
were
the
equivalent
of
taking
three
normal
birth
control
pills
at one
time.
I had
to
take
them
twice
a day
because
I was
a
Fae
and
was in
the
reproductive
prime
of my
life.
No one
knew
how
long I
would
remain
fertile,
it
could
be
hundreds
of
years,
or it
could
just
be a
few
weeks.
It
could
end
tomorrow
and
revisit
me
again
in a
hundred
years.
There
was no
rhyme
or
reason
to it
all
and it
made
it
hard
to
prevent
unplanned
pregnancies.
Caleb
and I
had
agreed
not to
have a
baby
right
now.
I
could
have
already
been
close
to
popping
one
out
right
now if
I
didn’t
take
the
pills
religiously.
We
were
matches,
and in
the
life
of a
faerie,
you
only
got a
few of
those.
A
match
was
someone
whose
essence
was
complementary
to
you,
thus
possibly
producing
a
healthy
offspring.
My
female
Fae
body
would
be
very
selective
on
whom
it
would
allow
to
impregnate
me.
I
never
actually
got a
list
of
prerequisites
for
the
guy to
posses,
so I
wasn’t
sure
who
all
fit
the
bill.
I knew
that
Caleb
did.
He
wanted
to
marry
me and
have a
family,
I knew
that,
but he
also
respected
me
enough
to not
push
it.
“Yeah,
I’m
still
taking
the
pills,
so no,
I’m
not
pregnant,”
I said
to
him.
I
noticed
his
eyes
staring
down
at my
stomach.
He
looked
disappointed.
My
gestation
rate
was a
bit
more
accelerated
than a
human
was,
so if
I were
to
become
pregnant
I
would
show
in a
matter
of
weeks.
I felt
bad
for
letting
him
down,
but
this
was my
body,
and
right
now, I
did
not
want
to
have a
baby.
He
looked
up at
me and
knew
that
I’d
caught
him
fixating
on my
stomach.
He
smiled
slightly.
“I was
just…”
I
finished
it for
him.
“You
were
just
hoping
that I
had
decided
to
surprise
you.
Well I
didn’t,
sorry.”
I
hated
being
like
this
with
him.
“Look,
I’m
sorry,
but do
you
really
think
I want
to get
pregnant
and
watch
you
head
out
that
door
hunting
some
lethal
demon,
only
to
never
come
back
through
it?
Do you
think
I want
to
raise
a baby
by
myself?
Is
that
it?
God,
Caleb,
get
real,
you
can’t
expect
me to
do
that,
you
can’t
expect
me to
say,
hey
let’s
do it,
gee
we’ve
only
been a
couple
for
two
months,
but
let’s
start
a
family
anyways.
Oh,
then
after
I have
a
perfect
little
version
of you
I can
sit
around
and
spend
the
rest
of my
life
mourning
the
man I
loved
and
lost
every
time I
look
into
his
eyes.
I’m
not
cut
out to
be a
mother.
I
can’t
even
take
care
of
myself.
I’m a
mess
and
you
know
it!”
My
temper
was
flaring.
I had
a
nasty
one
and he
knew
it.
He was
always
saying
how
much
like
my
father
I was.
I
wouldn’t
really
know
since
the
man
didn’t
raise
me.
I was
raised
by two
wonderfully
loving
humans,
not
the
King
of the
Dark
Realm.
I’d
have
to
take
Caleb’s
word
on
issues
that
involved
my
father.
Caleb
reached
out to
touch
me.
I
pulled
away
from
him.
“Gwen,
I
didn’t
mean
that,
and if
you
don’t
like
what I
do,
why
didn’t
you
just
say
something?
I’ll
stop,
I’ll
quit
right
now,
if
that
will
make
you
feel
better
about
us.
I’ll
do
anything
you
want,
you
just
have
to
tell
me
what
the
hell
it is
that
you
want.
I’m
not
like
some,
I
don’t
read
minds.”
I
rolled
my
eyes,
I
didn’t
want
him to
do
that,
I
didn’t
know
what I
wanted
anymore.
I just
knew
that I
didn’t
want
to
fight
about
this
again.
“Forget
it,
I’m
fine.
Go,
you
need
to get
cleaned
up.”
He
reached
out
and
grabbed
me
around
my
waist.
Before
I
could
protest,
he’d
picked
me up
in his
arms.
I
grinned
from
ear to
ear.
He
could
always
make
me
smile,
no
matter
what.
It was
a gift
that
few
possessed.
He
carried
me up
the
stairs
and to
our
bedroom.
We had
taken
over
the
master
bedroom
and he
was in
the
middle
of
tearing
down
the
wallpaper.
The
walls
looked
like
something
had
been
clawing
at
them,
shreds
of
paper
hung
loosely
to the
floor.
I
laughed
at the
state
of the
room
as he
tossed
me
down
on the
bed
gently.
His
hands
slid
up and
under
my
sweater.
He
traced
his
fingers
over
my
silk
bra
lightly.
My
nipples
hardened.
He
bent
down
and
kissed
me, my
mouth
welcomed
his.
I
loved
kissing
him, I
loved
tasting
him—I
couldn’t
get
enough
of
him.
His
scent
was
manly,
woodsy,
rugged.
Faeries
came
by
their
smell
honestly.
I
tended
to
smell
like a
touch
of
lavender,
and
Caleb
smelled
like
the
fresh
morning
dew.
It
could
be
traced
back
to the
first
faeries
who
were
in
charge
of
watching
over
all
things
in
nature.
Caleb’s
fingers
slid
under
my bra
strap
and
caressed
my
breast.
I
reached
down
and
started
to
pull
on the
button
to
undo
his
jeans.
I
undid
it and
slid
my
hand
down
the
front
of his
pants.
I
don’t
think
the
man
owned
a pair
of
underwear.
I
asked
him
about
it
once,
and he
joked
that
he was
always
ready
for me
this
way.
I had
to
laugh,
he was
right.
I
touched
him
and
ran my
fingers
over
his
velvety
smooth
cock.
I
always
loved
the
fact
that
he
took
no
time
at all
to be
ready
for
sex.
“I
can’t
get
enough
of
you,”
I
said,
trying
to
take
him in
my
mouth.
He
pushed
me
back
gently
and
laughed.
“No,
you
can’t
get
enough
sex
period.
It’s
the
nymph
in
you.
Your
Grandmother
was a
nymph
and
you
seem
to
have
inherited
their
appetite
for
sex.”
“Mmm,
would
that
make
me
a…?”
I
stroked
his
shaft
faster
and he
grabbed
my
hand,
pulling
me
away
from
him
gently.
“Yes,
Gwen…
that’s
exactly
what
it
makes
you,”
he
said,
teasing
me.
“Then
what’s
that
make
you?”
I
asked,
trying
to
take
hold
of him
again.
He
shifted
slightly
and I
grabbed
him
tight.
Caleb
lifted
my
shirt
and
sweater
up,
exposing
my
stomach
and
chest
to
him.
“That’s
easy…a
fool
for
loving
you.”
I
continued
caressing
the
length
of
him—feeling
him
growing
in my
hand.
He was
so
hot.
It
felt
good
against
my
cold
hand.
I
wanted
to
pull
him
out
and
bring
him to
me.
I
wanted
to
enjoy
him
before
he
left
for
the
weekend.
He
seemed
to be
thinking
the
same
thing
as me.
I
pulled
my
sweater
off
and
lay
back.
Caleb
always
liked
me to
lay
back
and
let
him
see
me.
I
didn’t
bother
questioning
him
about
it
anymore.
I just
did
it.
He
traced
the
mounds
of my
breasts,
and
ran
the
tips
of his
fingers
down
my rib
cage.
I
pulled
my
arms
in,
trying
to
avoid
being
tickled
any
further.
He
grabbed
my
wrists
and
put
his
entire
body
over
mine,
leaving
my
hands
to be
pinned
above
my
head.
Caleb’s
hands
were
twice
the
size
of
mine.
He had
an
unfair
advantage
in the
bedroom.
I was
no
match
for
him
physically,
and he
knew
it.
He
held
both
my
wrists
together
with
just
one of
his
hands,
and
used
his
free
one to
keep
tickling
my
ribs.
My
body
burned
for
his.
I
wanted
him to
take
me, to
make
love
to me,
and
not be
gentle,
or
playful.
“Caleb…”
He
nuzzled
his
face
into
my
neck.
I felt
the
tiniest
start
of a
beard.
It
still
surprised
me
each
time I
felt
it.
He was
able
to
grow
one,
but it
would
take a
long
time.
He
seemed
to
think
I’d
like
him
with
facial
hair.
Maybe
I
would.
“What?”
he
asked,
as he
licked
the
side
of my
neck.
“Please,
Caleb!”
“Please,
what?”
I
couldn’t
take
it
anymore.
He was
going
to
make
me say
it,
even
if it
killed
me.
I gave
in.
“I
want
you
inside
me.”
He
made a
small
purring
noise
in my
ear.
It
sent
my
body
into a
state
of
lust
for
his.
I
tugged
on his
earlobe
with
my
teeth
and
begged
him to
enter
me—to
take
me and
not to
be
gentle.
I
wanted
it
hard,
and I
wanted
it
now.
“Say
that
you’ll
marry
me,
Gwen,
and
I’ll
give
you
what
you
want.”
“Caleb.”
“An
bpósfaidh
tú mé?—will
you
marry
me?”
Caleb
asked.
Hearing
him
utter
those
words
in
Gaelic
make
my
chest
tight,
and my
body
ache
for
him.
His
fingers
slid
down,
into
my hot
channel,
and
found
how
very
much I
wanted
him.
He
held
them
there
and
continued
to
taunt
me.
He
dipped
one
in,
moved
it
around,
caressed
me,
and
then
pulled
it
back
quickly,
teasing
me.
“Marry
me,
Gwen,
and
I’ll
give
you
this
and so
much
more
for
all
eternity.”
Could
I see
myself
spending
forever
with
him?
Yes,
surprisingly
enough,
I
could.
“Yes,
Caleb,
I’ll
marry
you.”
He
plunged
his
fingers
into
me and
I
cried
out.
He
smeared
my
juices
on his
shaft
and
thrust
into
me in
one
fluid
movement.
I
screamed
out
and
bucked
against
his
hips
in an
attempt
to
take
all of
him
within
me. He
strained,
trying
to
keep
from
hurting
me.
He
knew
that
his
size
sometimes
made
sex
uncomfortable
for
me,
but
today
I
didn’t
care.
No, I
wanted
all of
him in
me
now.
I bit
at his
chin
and he
slammed
his
body
into
mine.
His
mouth
came
down
on
mine
and we
shared
a
magikal
moment
together.
I felt
his
power,
part
of his
core,
enter
me,
and
mine
him.
It was
the
way
that
faeries
sanctified
their
bond—reaffirmed
their
commitment
to one
another.
Humans
used
diamond
rings.
Faeries
used
raw
power.
I had
a
piece
of
Caleb
now,
and he
me.
When
we
officially
wed,
we
would
surrender
our
powers
over
to
each
other
fully,
and
they
would
merge
forever.
As our
powers
joined,
my
orgasm
ripped
through
my
body.
I
contracted
around
him as
he
pumped
in and
out of
me.
It was
his
turn
to cry
out as
he
emptied
his
seed
into
me.
Amazon
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Electronic
ISBN:978-1-4524-1259-7
Release
Date: July
2010